but...I already have some thoughts.
Honestly, I'm really scared to publish another side of my soul that represents what is actually happening in my head and heart. I always wanted people to hear or notice me but paradoxically I was hiding my personality all the time. Because I'm too scared to let people know who I actually am. It seems to me that others will say i'm weird or stupid or anything else. This fear of criticism has haunted me my whole life. My biggest dream is to overcome it and stop criticizing myself. So making this site is some kind of therapy.